I hold you
In my heart
A subtype
Not what I need
Simply, desire
Tag: confusion
Winter Storm
Winter storm
Bringing the cold
I thought we were past this
The enveloping warmth removed as quickly as it arrived
How do I began to understand
The changing of the seasons
And the changes they bring
Needy Needlessness
We fight
To keep ourselves safe
Yet
We cause
Our own insecurity
Through our insecurities
Through our suspicions
Through our distrust
We combat
We struggle
We antagonize
We believe in ourselves
Do we try to overcome
Or let down our guard
And hope the best is yet to come
I am Confused
Confused with myself
I am one in many relationships
One node in the connection
The central one in which all of these strings extend
This is my bullet focus
But in focusing on external relations
Do I lose
The paramount, the internation relation
The way in which I extend myself into the world
Anchored in relations
I need to detether
To occupy more of my time
With myself
And the routes in which I may achieve
The true centrality signified by the node
BLEEDING RAGE
I’m, fucking,
Crying on the inside
Raging on the inside
I feel it
Right under my skin
In my joints
The energy
Green and black and red
The electricity
Yellow and black and blue
I dont know what to do with this
I could harness it
But, truly,
I’m scared of it
I hope it leaves me
Eventually