We fight
To keep ourselves safe
Yet
We cause
Our own insecurity
Through our insecurities
Through our suspicions
Through our distrust
We combat
We struggle
We antagonize
We believe in ourselves
Do we try to overcome
Or let down our guard
And hope the best is yet to come
Tag: darkness
Tempestuous
That is the word
Of the feelings
They now fight in me
The light has taken up the fight against the dark
Now I bare witness
The ebbs and flows of battle
The highs and lows of spirit
The schizmatic mode of emotion
But in this battle
If I will
I shall will the light
BLEEDING RAGE
I’m, fucking,
Crying on the inside
Raging on the inside
I feel it
Right under my skin
In my joints
The energy
Green and black and red
The electricity
Yellow and black and blue
I dont know what to do with this
I could harness it
But, truly,
I’m scared of it
I hope it leaves me
Eventually
Loneliness, Again?
Surrounded by love
Surrounded by energies
Yet loneliness
It doesn’t creep
It springs the corner
I am startled
Where is the connection I felt
In the fleeting moments of the afternoon
As the darkness comes
I feel more and less connected then ever